Dance to the way of life

2009-06-16T12:45:00.000-07:00

2009-05-31T09:55:00.000-07:00

I know that my blog is full of dust now. Alright, had SKM competition for both yesterday and today but went there as a spotter though. Its our 1st time in SKM and we got 1st! Was damn delighted even though I wasnt in the routine. Other than getting first, we still got to enjoy routines by Bangkok University who are ranked number 2 in the world.

Fantastic pyramids,transitions and tumbling skills from them, they awed the crowd totally. Managed to take some pictures with them and guess what? I took backtuck video with the guy who can do round off, back handspring, full twist! Its a once in a life time chance though. Cant wait for University of Kentucky to have a workshop with us in july.

We had our own mini stunt session after the event, pictures like QP,single liberty and single heel stretch were taken. I attempted to do liberty but over blasted when im gonna hit it. Guess that i have to control my strength well enough.

Alright i guess i should post till there and get back to study my IRDD. No drive to study at all. Here is the video i had just now. ENJOY!

*I was wearing slippers and doing on hard ground* (:

2009-05-06T10:28:00.000-07:00

FUCK IT! im f-ing sick and tired of this pathetic life of mine..The pressure i have, the financial problems at home and every single thing is giving me no breath to catch!

Yes you thought for me in my position but have you duno how i feel at all!

It really feel so pathetic whenever i need someone to be there or share my burden, I find myself all alone.

It hurts..

2009-04-24T08:37:00.000-07:00

This 2 guys are really good tumblers and they both were selected for Cheers Athletics.

If only I can tumble that well.. Well.. nvm.

2009-04-17T09:02:00.000-07:00

Just returned home from RI gymnasium, quite a fruitful session i should say. Got my back hand spring and attempted Arabian although my twist wasn't really good though. Well, still got a long way to go for tumbling. Injured both ankles now, old injury is back. GRRRRR..

I got a month to hit my liberty, its really hard for my size to do and i have not much confidence to achieve it though. Well, just jiayou to myself.

2009-04-11T11:04:00.000-07:00

Well, heres my first video for toss to hands. Thanks Hui Ting for being my flyer and our hit rate is like 9/10 now? hmmm... gonna work hard man..

Well, look at how many monkeys around me..LOL! Andra, I have done with your challange! hahaha..

2009-04-07T11:55:00.000-07:00

I duno what to say but its a all or nothing situation for me. People hates me i know that but i need their understanding.

IM SORRY

2009-04-05T11:57:00.000-07:00

Im tired, went to St James Powerhouse with Chaang,Gary,Zhi liang and Ken. Thanks Gary for the Martell. The dancefloor were small and it was packed, they went to dance and Chaang and I were enjoying our Martell on the rock. LOL. I cannot believed my eyes that most girls who danced at the table top were CMI. They were meaty.. -.-

Ken dropped me at Outram and I took the 1st train back. Reached home at 7am and I laid flat on bed and slept through the entire afternoon.

On random note.

Being a cheerleader is never easy.

2009-03-30T11:28:00.000-07:00

I have a goal to achieve in 3 weeks time, toss to hand. I know i did it before but somehow i cant do it any longer. Am I just too weak? I know achievements in cheerleading never comes easy, its all about hard work and perseverance.

3 weeks seems long but I have no faith at all, does gymming everyday and train straight tosses in training help? I got no idea at all.

Wei hao, you did a great job today, single liberty. I believe that you can create history in Blazers.

Who doesnt which to become a legacy from where they come from? I wish too somehow i know its impossible.

2009-03-25T10:15:00.000-07:00

why did everything suddenly turn out this way? why am i caught in the middle now? why why why why why why why why why why why?

2009-03-23T13:25:00.000-07:00

Went for job hunting today, couldn't find any jobs in Tampines so i headed to town for job search. Applied a post at New Urban Male, hope I can get the job. With the free time i have now, i decided to hit the gym once again, i cant stay in this build anymore, there are much room for improvements for me and all of us. I really wish that i can train hard to do partner stunts.

After job application, i met baby for movie, "Street Fighter, Legend of Chun Li". The show was draggy and abit ridiculous, Chun Li was born as a chinese girl but grown to become a ang mo! damn.. Applause to Edmund Chen from Mediacorp, he did well for his role in the movie. *claps claps*

Went for dinner at popeyes located at Singapore Flyers, both of us strolled from Somerset all the way to flyer, it took us a total of 45min. Dinner wasnt enjoyable at all, onion ring sucked, fries are cold but chicken was alright. Perhaps its due to the lack of business during weekdays.

Well I shall head to bed now. Nites!

2009-03-23T13:19:00.000-07:00

Cheerobics ended and there will be a new chapter to begin.Our efforts did paid off as we got 2nd runner up. However, Favian got this point right: The trophy is just something materialistic. The process of bonding is much more important. This is very true. I salute you Favian.

I had food poisoning in the morning of Cheerobics,I vomited a total of 7times and stomachache for more than 8times. How unlucky can that happened on the big day itself? I had no choice but to bear with the sickness though i look like a zombie. The 2:30 was enjoyable.

This may be the last Cheerobics we might have together for some people but we have to accept it. There bound to be loss and gain in our lives. What we can do is to learn to accept and build up what we have together hand in hand. Blazerians lets stay on together and strive for our future goals!

2009-03-19T11:22:00.000-07:00

Lets check out this partner stunts clip from Kentucky Wildcats!

This is a video for people who thinks that cheerleading is not a sports. We are Athletes too.

2009-03-19T11:09:00.000-07:00

Seriously im worn out from training every single day from the past 3weeks..I really hope that our efforts would pay off on sunday's Cheerobics. Now finally i have free time to myself and enjoy clips from youtube. This is one video I personally like.

Do come and support all the cheerleaders whom put in efforts training hard just for this competition on this sunday.

22nd March
Location: Outside Zouk's carpark
Time: 2-7pm

Jiayou to all cheerleaders out there! (:

2009-03-19T00:22:00.001-07:00

We have left with 2 trainings left for Cheerobics, these 2 days is a crucial period of time as it truly determines if we are a true team whom can survive conflicts and failures together. Stunts might not 100% go up on the day itself however, we would be happy if we give our 100% or more than that.

Blazerians whom are suffering from injuries please take care of yourself alright? (:

2009-03-16T13:27:00.000-07:00

I came across X wonder's blog and found out something which is really true about cheerleaders.

"While cheerleaders in teen movies seem to have the most exciting social lives on the planet, actual cheerleading squads often have to give up 25+ hours a week to practice . . . not to mention going to the actual games to do the cheerleading. It's a huge time commitment, so be 100% sure that you have the time to devote to it."

25+ hours a week, that is more than 5 hours a day if you train 5 days a week. It seems that cheerleaders really have not much of "life" outside training. So if you are spending so much of your time in training, try making it happy times, else it is really not easy to continue on. Jiayou to all cheerleaders out there, I salute you all.

Always keep in mind the reason why you cheer.

Source: www.x-wonder.blogspot.com

Yes, indeed we devoted our time to it. The time we spent with the team is more that we can have for our family and friends. Even days when we doesn't have training, we would go to the gym for workouts.

Different people have different perspective of cheerleaders. Some people think that it is 'gay' for guys to participate in cheerleading. Some says guys join cheerleading just for the girls there.

However, I wish to correct all the wrong perspective mindsets they actually have in them. It is a tedious process of going through the trainings we have for improvements. Some says cheerleading its not a sports, but to us cheerleaders, we suffered more injuries than other sports activities regardless of positions we have in the team in terms of Bases, Flyers, Tumblers or even Spotters can get injured.

In fact I played competitive basketball for 10years and track and field in secondary school. Yes, I suffered injuries from those sports I did but I can't deny the fact that the major injuries I obtained are all from cheerleading, back,wrists shoulders and ankles injuries. People mocked at me being a cheerleader and my parents strongly disagreed that I should continue to cheer. I might only have less than a year of experience in cheerleading but the joy and tears we shared as a team pulls me closer to the passion of this sport.

No one is born to do anything. No one is born to be a cheerleader. It is all up to you to be who you want to be.

For now, its 5days to Cheerobics where cheerleaders from different backgrounds get together to compete and showcase what they have.

Dear Blazerians,

We trained for almost a year, suffering all kinds of injuries and been through so much together is just for this 2 and a half minutes of show casing our routine. Lets sprint through this last lap together by giving our best. There is never a second try in this event, its either we go up or down. SO JIAYOU!

MAKE OUR TEARS AND INJURIES WORTHWHILE!

(:

2009-03-16T13:11:00.000-07:00

I cant sleep although its 4 in the morning. I cant stop thinking of you my love. Just give me 1 week and I'll be able to spend time with you.

I want you to be happy. When you are upset, I am too as our hearts are one.

Je'taime baby.

2009-03-16T12:57:00.000-07:00

I duno why but some how or rather im affected by the words in your post. Im I the cause of it? i guess i am. Im sorry.

2009-03-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

11months of effort from all of us, why are we working so hard?Damaging our body with injuries, having conflicts in the team, watching members leaving period to period and having parental disagreements with us joining cheerleading team. We've been through so much ups and downs together all these while.

It will be the first and last time we will be putting up a routine with our seniors in year 3. Although we might only spend a year together but the guidance, care and concern from them meant to us a lot. A team without coach and teaching us juniors from scratch is remarkable.

From the start of our juniors' cheerleading life with doing just simple elevator, extension and pop down to what we have now, basket toss with some other spectacular stunts and transitions. From just group stunts to now, tumbling and even partner stunts.

Yes, indeed we had joy and sorrow moments together, spending time with the team more that we could have for our family and friends. However with just a little conflict in the team, we may even have disagreements consistently forgetting the times we've been through together.

Think back and you will realize the obstacles we met and the enjoyable times we had while practicing routine for some performance and even obtaining champion for Standard Chartered
Spirit on the Course.

This might be our last journey together to cheerobics, whatever it is, let us all put is our best effort and sprint through this memorable journey to Cheerobics together.

A team is just like a puzzle. We have to assemble all pieces to get it picture perfect, a team can never be a team with a person not with us.

BLAZERIANS LETS JIAYOU TOGETHER FOR NATIONALS ! (:

Our 1st juniors' performance at tampines stadium.

Guess watch Competition. Porsche Car Launch Performance.
Performance at Fort Canning Park
Gathering of Blazerians.
Standard Chartered Spirit on the Course TP Open House 2009

JIAYOU!

(:

2009-03-15T08:33:00.000-07:00

Why is it so difficult for you to be there when I needed you most? sigh

It took me almost a year just for this Cheerobics and I wish that you could be there witnessing it but it ended up just like my birthday.

Fcked up now.. I seriously hate this feeling inside me.

its all up to myself and Blazers.

2009-03-14T10:13:00.000-07:00

Happy White Valentines!(:

One more week to baby's competition.

Poor baby had injuries and was bandaged previously ):

Heard from him that Suhui was also injured because of him during training.

Hope that you Get Well Soon okie(:

Also,

JIAYOU AND GOODLUCK TO ALL OF YOU

Blogged by ME

ELISA(:

2009-03-10T09:18:00.000-07:00

Im suffering injuries on both my wrists and ankles months ago and i thought it'll be alright until the recent injury from tumbling and stunting. Went to Sinseh after training and he said that it is old injury and the soft tissues in wrists and ankle are damaged. Although i dun feel the pain and injuries for ankle have fast recoveries but it will affect me when I turn old. Despite having fast recoveries for ankles, he told me that my hip bone is affected unknowingly and i was quite shocked hearing that.

Sigh.. Cant train for 2days until i remove bandage but i might have to bandage another ankle and wrist. Finally we can go RI for tumbling using the gymnastic facilities. DIE DIE MUST TUMBLE ON THAT DAY.

Recover soon Su Hui, Kelwin and Ken too.

Sorry for causing su hui's injury. ):

2009-03-05T09:42:00.000-08:00

Training as usual for today BUT, I went for Flair Nation's session at studio. Its been a long time since i last saw them and they improved really alot. Jeremy's popping is DOPE SHIT man..haha..Had some tumbling session with Hakim,Azmi and Hardi. Did some backtucks and roundoff flashkicks and head off to training.

As usual, did backtucks with Justin and Kelwin as our warmups before conditioning and start off with training. Felt hungry after doing some stunts and went to vending machines to buy Oreos and Sarsi.

HOWEVER, MY SARSI IS TRANSPARENT~!!!

Had more oreos bought by Faezah, Mini Oreos. Justin and mine favourite snack with our slogan. "ANYTIME ANYWHERE"

BABY I REALLY WISH TO SEE YOU!

its been 1 week since we last met.. )):

2009-03-04T22:58:00.001-08:00

This is one of my roundoff flashkick attempt. I only succeeded doing it 3times ):

My ankles cannot really take my landing for tumbling already.

ANKLE PLEASE GET WELL REAL FAST. I WANNA TUMBLE WELL AGAIN.

2009-03-04T22:26:00.000-08:00

i miss dancing. i miss locking. i miss every dancers i know. i miss sessions with flair nation. i miss the time i started dancing. i miss Ryan's lyrical lessons. i miss an an's hip hop lesson. i miss locking with my twin bro. i miss breaking sessions with people of vortex crew.

2009-03-03T23:42:00.000-08:00

爱，
我感到好无助。
一星期没会面的时间我不能否认我好想你，
虽然你口口声声说没关系，
但这对我来说是我的错，
每天的训练时间使我们无法见面。
三个星期每天的训练就是为了那么一天，
你会等我吗？

想对你说声对不起，
在这两个多月我并没做好男友的这责任。
我真想拉近彼此的距离，
在你的博客里已没有提到我或我们的照片了。
我好怀念当时我们能每一天见面，
这令我非常心酸，不知所措。

还有这几天我的态度有点过分，
我感的非常抱歉，
因为有时在心里有点压迫感，
我真的不希望就因为时间的关系而失去你。

爱，
你愿意与我一起面对时间的考验吗？
我只想天天能紧紧地握着你的手。

爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心

最爱你的是我
否则你怎么让我
否则我怎么可能赴汤蹈火
你说什么都做。

如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉。

我爱你。

2009-02-15T10:37:00.000-08:00

baby will be having her 1st paper at 9am later.. JIAYOU! (:

2009-02-14T10:39:00.000-08:00

On Valentine's, it's me you're gonna spend it with! (:

Loveyou baby,

xoxo

- ELISA -

2009-02-13T08:02:00.000-08:00

Babygirl!

This post is specially for you. Its 12am right now and its VALENTINE'S DAY!

I love you and you will always be my valentine. With you around, you filled my life with colours, everyday is meaningful for me.

Its you, yeah its you babylove.

271208 is the day.

I love you

Je'taime

Wo Ai Ni

Aku cinta padamu

(:

With love from me to you my dear,

-Gshien

2009-01-29T19:59:00.000-08:00

Thanks for visiting feelthebeatinlife.blogspot.com
The lazybum doesn't update! Haha

This was a week ago

Love Ya Dear.

- ELISA(:

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2009-01-21T06:32:00.000-08:00

Count how many days since you last blogged, dear?
I'm here to help you(:

It's gonna be short cause i have to do my proj :/

Got a new shirt from marina sq,
the same one dear bought last saturday.

And talking about last saturday ...

After shopping, we went to meet Mel Ernst Noelle.

Went Sentosa together to meet the rest of my girls (:

As i upload this photo, dear alighted his bus(:

Been so long since i used blogger.

So i guessed i'm ending this post here.

- ELISA (:

2009-01-14T09:36:00.001-08:00

If only you know how I feel. Thats all I can say.

2009-01-13T09:03:00.000-08:00

Alright! Received open house video from Su Hui but she dint send me the performance video, but she sent me our walk up to hand video. I know it may seem easy but it did took me sometime to get it though. Im slow indeed.

Here it is..

2009-01-11T09:10:00.001-08:00

Am i asking too much from you?

Am i really unreasonable?

Its just a simple request.

2009-01-09T21:45:00.000-08:00

Alright, while waiting for baby to arrive, i decided to update my blog. Gonna watch movie at Cathay with Ernst,Mel, Ming, Jen, Derrick and Dorin.

Well, we had our open house performance for the past two days. The first performance wasn't really good, in fact it was bad as the 2-2-1 fell. So we redeemed ourselves yesterday by putting on a good show for the audience. The crowd was supportive by giving applause and even cheered for us. (:

Had phototakings and a lil stunts session after performance and guess what? I FINALLY DID A WALK UP TO HANDS ON MY OWN!! I was so delighted that i was jumping around like mad..hahhaa.. thanks people for spotting and encouragements. Next will be toss to hand, gonna improve really fast as I've got quite a few targets to hit.

Blazerians jiayou too! Hit your targets in 2009 too! (:

Thanks for Baby and Carina for coming down to TP open house. Had dinner at 511 market with the usual clique. Thats all for yesterday.

(:

Elisa

2009-01-08T10:36:00.000-08:00

Baby, its been 2 weeks we've been together. Due to my trainings and we hardly could meet up except for weekends but I'll make time for you.. Just wanna say I'll definitely cherish you, trust me and have faith.

(:

Love ya!
Gshien

2009-01-04T05:58:00.000-08:00

Here to blog again, went to Marina Square with Elisa but I was late! SO SORRY! ): Shopped around and i realized i haven been there for a long time, many shops were renovating and my favorite shop 'Revoltage' is closed down! ): I can only go to revoltage at Far East and Cineleisure now.

After shopping, we met up with Ernst, Mel and Noelle at Starbucks and headed for Popeyes' at Singapore Flyer, met up with Patricia and Andy on the way there. Had a sumptuous meal, shared a 4pcs chicken meal with baby yet she only had 1pc chicken and finished up the rice. Classic scene was Patricia kept staring at my fries! Pat, if you wanna eat my fries you can just tell me..LOL! Wen Ting came after we had our dinner and we went off to slacked by the bay. A spectacular night view of the city.

Chats and watching Mel's sumo fight with Pat and Noelle, what a scene. Out of nothing I had a sudden urge to tumble, so i went off to a grass patch and tumble awhile, Andy dared me to do on the road and so I did 1 on the road. Next he took video of me doing on the pathway.

Presenting to you my ugly Round Off Backtuck.

It was pretty obvious that I only used 1 leg to jump after my round off..Got to get rid of this habit!

Took the train back with Andy and Elle and slacked with RB at 85.

2008-12-30T08:12:00.000-08:00

Just got home from training, had a great time during training as Justin and I were tumbling crazily for more than 30mins continuously.Unknowingly did a roundoff, backpipe. Hahaha..Thank you Mrs Keong, Justin and Wei Hoe for rectifying my mistakes.

I wanna say that Kelwin, you did a great attempt of Round off backtuck despite your fall. Its never easy to learn a thing which is fresh to you, so Jiayou and keep on trying! Stand up after a fall and continue to pursue your target man! ALL THE WAY! (:

Next Thurs and Fri will be our TP open house and we'll be performing, cant wait for that as it'll will definitely be a great experience for all of us.

I happened to see Jasmine neo at the bus stop while I was on the bus and we had a short SMS conversation, I admire her for her 'Never give up' attitude. Each training, i can see her improving and never fail to ask team mates about her mistakes and how she could improve. Thank you for your encouragements yo! Lets never stop trying and improve together as Blazers!

The least we could do is to give encouragements to team mates so to motivate them to strive for goals!

Justin, congratulations for improving in tumbling again yo! Jiayou for your don't know how many elements you want! haha.. (:

Wei Hoe and Jasmine, recover quickly k? Can't wait to see both of your crazy tumblings!

Su Hui, I know that you've been trying hard but don't be discouraged due to your performance today k? You are a great flyer! (:

Bryan and Melvin, both of you are great bases and you guys have targets to achieve! Jiayou!

Larry, you'll soon get your back tuck, just correct bad habits will do! (:

Si Min, waiting for your layout yo!

Candy, you did well for your attempts of round off! Thanks for your encouragement too!

Geok Ghee, Charyl, Cheryl Sim, Stephanie and Hui Xian, never give up yo!

Sharon and Pearl an, Jiayou man!

Favian and Terence, you guys been a great backspot! (:

Fiona, take care of your health ya? (:

Ken, get well and train with us soon yo!

Xue Li, you are a great cheerleader and Secretary!

Michelle, prevent anymore falls yo! Someday you can get rid of the 'UFO' title as you are improving!! ((:

Cheers Blazers! As long as we stay together as a team, nothing is impossible! (:

2008-12-27T08:36:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Haji Lane for Sheesha with, Ming, Ernst,Mel, Wen Ting, Patricia and lastly the birthday girl Noelle. All of all are deprived of sleep because of chalet for the past 2 days,but we still had fun.

Kinda lazy to update actually

Lets101 Quizzes - Blog Quizzes

2008-12-21T08:37:00.000-08:00

Its been days since I last updated my blog. Went for NRA's danzation last night, there is only one word to describe it, "DOPE" ! Ann's choreography were fantastic, enjoyed the items. The concept of this concert was great by collaborating dancers from schools and even the streets dancers. They expressed stories through dance. I was touched by the last item but its hard to describe. Gonna wait for Andy and go for Oschool's course.

Andy, you better improve quickly! hahaha.. The girls of NRA are DOPE!

Slacked at Clarke Quay for the night and caught the first train back home.

Alright, guess i shall update till here, gonna DOTA soon.

2008-12-16T19:55:00.001-08:00

Okay, this will be a busy holiday for me due projects and trainings. Finally, i feel that my old self is back. hahha.. I guess its time for me to move on and improve in terms of stunts and tumbling, 3 months before cheerobics, what can I achieve?

Stunts wise, if possible, i wish to get TTH.

Tumbling wise, Round Off, Back Hand Spring, Back Tuck.

3months seems long enough, but im sure in order to achieve what i want, there are prices to pay for it.

BLAZERIANS! JIAYOU FOR YOUR TARGETS TOO! (:

2008-12-10T22:56:00.000-08:00

2papers down, 1 last ESFAC paper to go tomorrow and i can start gym already. I really dun wish to screw up my results for this sem, really got to pray hard.

Here are some other photos which i just received.

layout??? nahhhh...backtuck..haha

We are one big FAMILY!

2008-12-08T08:24:00.000-08:00

Im here to blog while studying for my EMATH2 paper!! GAHHHHHH...Anyway,here to blog regarding Standard Chartered 2008. We stayed over in school and train for the routine. I did not sleep at all as I was nervoussssssssssss.

So we reached our destinate ground at 6plus in the morning. Cheered for the runners for few hours and headed to Padang for our routine performance.

Guess what? Its a full juniors performance and we achieved CHAMPIONS!! Was really delighted and I swear I nearly cried as I was too happy. haha.

here is the video and i gonna continue mugging for math!

2008-12-02T09:07:00.000-08:00

Alright, I'm here to update again.

2th dec 2008, its a day which i will never forget. My first successful attempt of Round Off Back Tuck, all thanks to Blazerians, especially wei hoe. Without their encouragement and challenge, i don't think i will ever have the guts to do it.

Here are the videos of it.

Im so tired now, got to study for French culture quiz and projects to rush!

)):

I may have fell badly once,but I'll stand up for a second try..

2008-11-26T10:30:00.000-08:00

What makes someone a true hero?

Dick Hoyt showed the power of love towards his son even though Rick will be a vegetable for his life, this leaves a deep impression in everyone's heart. View this video and you will know more bout it, I admit that i tear-ed while watching it.

Do think if you ever cherish someone despite their bad points, nobody in this world is perfect.

Team Hoyt's motto is just simply, "you can"

This two words are powerful enough to push Dick Hoyt over his limit, joining marathons,triathlons and ironman even at the age of 66. He run,cycle and swim with the load of his son and yet he can complete all the races he participated in. It clearly shows that the power of love of a dad can be so great that he is willing to push himself over his limit to fulfill the dream of his son.

I respect Dick's actions for his son, and I doubt no one in this world can be a better father and role model other than him.

There are nothing in this world which is impossible to achieve. It all depends on how determine you are to achieve it.

2008-11-25T09:48:00.000-08:00

We may fall but it doesn't mean we ain't gonna stand up again.

Its a "WE" , not a "ME" matter. We know that cheerleading isnt a individual stuff, we have to get things right once and for all.

Jia you bah everyone!

2008-11-25T09:07:00.000-08:00

What exactly is happening to Blazers now? Can we get over this crisis soon? Somehow or rather im being affected by it.

I have no idea whats happening to me for the past 2weeks, I simply cant do anything at all. I lost touch of backtuck and no longer do a proper toss up to hand with height. I have goals to achieve but what's obstructing me? When can i get my old self back?

WHO KNOWS?

How I wish someone can have a nice talk with me about whats happening in the team and individually.

I always find that by having chat individually is a good way to communicate and get things right in no time through honesty by sharing.

Until now, I only had chance to have chat with the seniors like Ken and Larry. Its when I can really trash out all my probs and sharing my targets with them.

04/12/08 is the day I have to shoot a video with KH for TTH but im getting no where now.
Graham wants me to do Btuck with him on sun too.

STRESSED!

GARY JIAYOU! GET OVER THIS OBSTACLE AND STRIVE FOR WHAT YOU WANT! (:

2008-11-13T11:08:00.000-08:00

Today's training was fun..was practicing 1-1-1 and ended up challenging stunts with each other, like transisitons to pyramid and partner stunts..haha..we did crazy stuffs la..shoulder stand backtuck and even cupie! Its with support though..hahahha....

Justin did a double shoulder stand and i find it interesting so i did it as well..
Saturday will be a performance again.hope that it'll turn out well.. (:

gnight everyone!

2008-11-07T11:57:00.000-08:00

Its already 4am and i just got home from work, whats more, im falling sick now.Shall hit the gym before work later in the the afternoon.

Im so freaking worn out now.

Need some rest badly. ):

2008-11-06T07:03:00.000-08:00

*yawn* Im so tired today, skipped math lecture,fell asleep during ESFAC lecture and TPB Lab was totally a waste of time.

Just came home from training, its Kelwin's bday! happy birthday man! Did the usual stuffs,tried pitch toss to hand and even tried pitch toss to hands extension. I know i don't have the strength to toss the flyer up to hand on my own yet and I cant depend on pitch toss to get the flyer up on my hands.There is nothing i could do other than building up my strength by going to gym, workouts at home and keep doing the basics during training.

I really wish to be a cheerleader who can do partner stunts despite my height and size.

WORK HARD GARY!

2008-11-05T10:33:00.001-08:00

I am truly amazed by the cheerleaders I've met so far other than our very own BLAZERS.They are really way above me and presented the attitude towards cheerleading which we must have. All of them worked hard for years to achieved with the skills they have now. The stunts to them might look easy but the process to it is never easy at all.

I'm motivated by the words each of them told me and the posts on their blogs. There was a time when i asked Star what is his dream now, his answer surprised me, its not regarding himself, in fact is about the new batch of cheerleaders now. His goal is to helped cheerleaders out there to improve in their skills to promote cheerleading in Singapore.

These words are inspiring and he never rejected me when I asked him for advices, what he did was to share his experiences with me.

Team spirit is a must have factor in all sports, with the encouragements from team mates, even the most difficult obstacle will never hinder you from moving forward.

Cheerobics is approaching and I'm sure many people are working hard for it, but still BASICS must be there. I was told that during the training of the national's routine, its the best time for improvements as we'll be doing it non stop, it trains our endurance, strength and nevertheless, DETERMINATION. It is when TEAM SPIRIT comes in, no matter how hard is the routine, team mates will always be there for you.

JIAYOU BLAZERS!

2008-10-14T11:48:00.000-07:00

雨停下的天空灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺灰的更冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过

在一起走分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后我能承受
在最后的出口在爱过哪儿才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

被淋湿的天空. 灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺灰的更冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后我能承受
在最后的出口在爱过哪儿才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把歌词听到最后再说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷
你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气请告诉我
而暂停算不算放弃
我只有那一天的回忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
哦.把歌词听到最后再说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
哦如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

rap: 你说过我不该
在这时说爱你要怎麽证明我没有力气
可是暂停却算不算放弃
我说我不该不该不该在这时才说爱你
要怎麽证明我没有力气
我只有一天回忆

Even though we only had a chat over the phone once but im more than satisfied.
我只有一天回忆.

Let both of us have some time alright?

2008-10-13T10:48:00.001-07:00

Im totally crushed with a few words from you. You may think that its just a misunderstanding, but its definitely not.

you were the one who made me changed my mind of giving up FTL which was really a rare opportunity for me. Its totally meaningless.

2008-05-02T09:10:00.000-07:00

phew...back from a tiring dance session in school today with the same peeps, Jonas,mann,RB,Jerven and Martin. Got to know three new friends! They are Lavone,Shermain and Aki.. Practised some locking skills from K lock and Jonas and Im satisfied bout my progress. ((:

After a tiring long hours of session, we went to Hong keong to have our dinner! I had loads of fun chatting with them and I got to play Lavon's Iphone!!! Thats DOPE!! Took quite a few pictures tonight...

*do we actually look alike? haha*

Thanks to Lavon's fabulous editing skills! (:

2008-04-19T21:29:00.000-07:00

ANOTHER Komez outing yesterday, met up with Michelle, Douglas, Hadi at Bedok and Hui ya and evelyn at Outram. Soon, we headed to vivocity and met up with the rest. Had a heavy breakfast and lunch at Carl's jr with michelle and Selina while the rest had long john.

Went off to Sentosa in the afternoon, there were a few empires who were at there too. However, Komez still has the largest number of people turning up for the outing. YEAH! started the day with beach soccer, and soon, we guys started throwing other peeps into the sea. After most of us were threw into the sea, we played games and cheers in the sea.

Im sure the entire Komez had fun together under the sun for the day, we soon packed up when the tide got higher. Some of us gathered in a circle and played games again while waiting for the rest. We made our way to vivocity open plaza to have our dinner together. Settled down in a cirlce to play more games together and many hilarious stuffs happened due to the forfeit of the games and i was one of the victim. Had a cheer challenge with NYP at the open plaza, TP won!! hahahha.. Good job to NYP too! Continued with our games and soon all of us headed back home by the last train.

Reached Bedok at midnight, Hadi and i departed with Douglas and we headed home. Had supper with him till 2am before ending my exhausting day.

WOOOOHH! SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!

2008-04-19T21:12:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! Finally, I've created a new blog for myself. So here i am with my first post, I was too tired to create a blog for the past few days due to school orientation. On the last day of orientation, we had jam and hop in TP's sports complex. Met up with Komez for dinner and talk before heading for the event.

There were numerous of dancers who are so DOPE! joined a circle and watched a popper danced, he is really good and I got sabotaged by some guys in komez by pushing me into the centre of circle. Got no where to run so I got no choice but to dance against the popper BUT just for awhile.

Komez formed our own circle at the corner of the hall, every individuals had fun and danced their hearts out. We thought that we actually could have our own fun but still 3 bboys came to our circle and showed off what they got. After that, they challenged us and i was sabotaged by the guys again, so I just danced awhile too. I simply love dancing together with Komez, everyone can dance and the best thing is everyone participated . ((: